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2001-03-28 - 12:59 p.m.

I miss my journal. You were such a key part in my life for some time. Now I hardly find the time or motivation to grace your pages with my thoughts. This saddens not only you, but me as well. I'll try to pick things up again.

Well, I went to Atlanta. Fun, fun.... All around, good fun... I met alot of interesting people. And came to the realization, or rather, the conclusion, that I am truly a vampyre. One of my biggest fears going down there was that I'd be different from them somehow, that they'd be more true vampires than I myself. Quite the contrary in my eyes. I don't deny any of them who said they were, actually were vampyres, but while I was there, I believe I showed myself more signs of my vampiric nature than all of them put together. Yeah, they had fake fangs and stuff (which I didn't BTW), but they just didn't seem to give off that energy, or fit the part as well as I'd thought they would. I don't know. I'm still new to this; a youngster amongst the community if you will. I want to go back down there and actually have some more serious conversations with them all.

Lashona is a vampyre also. The last I remember hearing from her was that she was unsure. Though, this weekend, she told me she was for sure. Odd she never bothered to communicate that to me, eh? LOL... But anyways... She's got some nice sisters too, Ren and Isaqueena (I think that's spelled right, let me know Lashona). I really liked Isaqueena too, I don't know, she just gave off some really nice energy while I was around her. Too bad she was sick though. I didn't really get much from Ren while I was there, she was half-asleep most of the time...

Jon picked me up from the Bus station when I got there, he seemed to look the part, aside from being somewhat heavy-set. He's just an interesting character, hard to explain... Now, Rob and Mike are another interesting couple of people. First off, they're gay lovers, and they took a liking to me. Yikes, I know... I really liked Mike the more I got to know him, but he didn't even turn out to be a vampyre himself, rather, he's a witch. It's Rob that's the vampyre, he dressed the part as well; the fangs and black attire. Then there's Laura, the other vampyre of the group. She's an odd one. Turns out that she and Jon hooked it up for about a week, they broke up, and now she wants him back... but anyways.... Of all the proclaimed vampyres, I believe Laura the most for some reason, while she seems like a short, crazy woman, I believe her more than the others, I don't know why. I think b/c she's older in vampyre years, or wisdom or whatever than the others, so she gives off an aura that I myself could sense. I still think she's a bit looney though, just in her personality. hehehehe....

I hope I can see Mike again. Like before I move off to England or something. He's a really cool guy and all, and we bonded this weekend. So it's like he's always with me. A friend in the back of my mind who I can talk to, and I think he can hear me sometimes.

I don't know about Erin. I'm certain that we've bonded, in fact, I'm certain that our souls are so closely aligned that we were and have been together for centuries past. I just need to see her again to see if this bond can be brought to the surface. But alas... Until then, this entry hasn't said much in my eyes. I felt rushed as I wrote it. In fact, I was actually. I'm getting ready to go to class, so, until next time...

-Tristan

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